Why I stopped selling Farmgate Lamb

Now, I never sold a lot of lamb, just a few extra’s above an beyond our own needs, the goal of the lamb was to pay the sheep flocks and my lambs butcher costs, so it was never a “money” producer but it was a steady thing, I have never had a issue selling my lamb when I did have it and I have lots of folks asking..

But I stopped selling lamb three years ago, the first year because I needed the meat, the second year because we had a poor year lamb wise and I had no extra’s and this year.. well this year I am selling no lamb so that I can save money and break even

I know, I know..  you just went what?

When I started selling lamb, I have normal good spring-summer pasture, normal good garden year for fodder, hay was 30 for a large round bale, straw was 20 a large square, hauling was 50 for all! the lambs butcher kill cost was 25 and cut and wrap was 40 cents a pound.

Now in this year of 2016, pasture still in recovery mode from drought of 2012, now drought of 2016 is going to need total remodel, twice this year, I had to do long term dry lot for the sheep, no garden fodder, as the gardens barely produced enough for the  human needs, hay is 80 a round bale and we are lucky to have it, large square straw could not be found, but I have four left from 2015 that I did not use in the gardens as the writing was on the wall and I got a hundred small squares at 4 per and was lucky to do so, now because of the poor hay quality, the lack of pasture and the lack of fodder, I have to grain to increase the sheeps calories, so grain costs are 70 per six weeks

Those are the sunk costs, now you need to tag cost per lamb, the hauling is now 150, the kill cost has gone up to 35 and the cut an wrap has gone up to 65 cents per pound

BUT the buyers want the same or have asked for a lower price on the lamb itself..

The answer is pretty simple and clear.. keep the lamb for our own use.

Remove the tag costs, the hauling costs, remove the butcher costs, remove the cutting costs and reduce the wrapping to supply costs or canning costs only, use the extras as much as possible as extra dog food, keep and use the horns for gifts or projects, keep the hides for sheepskin or hide for other uses, shear and use the wool on the farm in different ways, including insulation and in gardens etc

I can not afford to sell it..

my.. let that sink in.. its a hard one for me.. but there it is

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Long Weekend Reflections

Well, I keep looking at my note-book, I need to transfer all the data on the last two weeks from the challenge, do all the math to prove out what I already know, if we had to buy what we eat at the quality the farm gives us, we would need to be far more wealthy or we would never be able to do so

We had a stay at home long weekend, its was productive in some ways, its was slow in others and it was quiet. We both needed it, that pull back.. to reflect on so many things that have been going on

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HD’s mom goes in for her heart surgery today, i am very much hoping for good news to come in later today..

The Biggest outdoor criiter pen got worked on, hours an hours later we have a new huge compost pile near the gardens filled with a mix of fowl, goat an cow with bedding, and we are down to only two of the smaller ones to do before winter hits. The good news is that they say we will have low double in regards to temps, with a high of 12 but still with the winds

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Its that time of the year, that i start sprouting.. love it..been eating a tray myself per day just as fresh greens.. so good, i have just been run down, so been eating freh greens daily, plus making sure i am working harder to get the blood going, and at the same time, sleeping more.. its working.. feeling better each day.. i had a bout of not sleeping much, i don’t do well when i do not get sleep, the work must be done and with less sleep, it wears me out..

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The ducklings are doing well, we had a silly momma duck decide that they all needed to come out and get wet and cold, sadly we lost three of them, one to a farm cat, two to the cold, so that was that.. we took over their care and they are now in a nice area with in floor heating and growing like weeds, we have black an white, chocolate and white and two blue and white.. they will be a very colorful crew as they feather out.. hoping for some hens!!

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I will do a full chicken post but the new hens are getting to egg laying age, the older are finishing moult and i am so excited to start getting more eggs

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Caleb had saturday off other then some grooming, but he was ground worked an rode on sunday, he was a very good boy, both on an off farm. We tried a new bridle an bit for him on this ride. It was my first ride in a good while, it had its challenges but they were all mine to work though. My big boy was gold for me

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I like that Caleb photobombed the shadow photo, and my poor pasture, it will need to be full redone for next spring, the drought did a number beyond natural repair with a good amount of help to be given

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Last but not least Meeoww-Meeow is settling in well, she is a sweetheart.. she was a house cat, she was clearly raised with kids, dogs and other cats.. I am willing to just say, she had to be a drop off.. no way is this little litter boxed trained kitten come from a barn.. She know what the pop of a can means..

 

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Nov 11th Ride

It was cold and the wind was mighty and my cough was large but I really felt that caleb needed some one on one time an not sure grooming today but something to engage him both mind and body.

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I did the grooming, groundwork and tacking, hubby did the riding and we did a number of fun cowboy games type games..

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He was so good,  just love my big guy..

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The Monument by DH -Least we forget-PG Rating

11 November 1908: North of Manaus, Amazonas del Sur“Passing through?”, the homesteader asked, his rifle resting in his arms.”Yes”, the traveller replied, his rifle dangling off his right shoulder on a strap. “I was told there was a veteran building a monument around these parts. I thought I’d go see it.”

“You’d be talking about Oscar”, the homesteader confirmed, his stance relaxing somewhat.

“I don’t know his name – just that he’s around here somewhere. I’d appreciate directions if you can provide them”, the traveller replied.

“I can do that”, the homesteader replied, kicking an uprooted sapling towards a brushpile. “You a vet?”

“Yes. You?”

“Yeah”, the homesteader confirmed. “Oscar’s about three miles that way. You can’t miss his dogs.”

“Everybody’s got dogs”, the traveller observed.

“Everybody’s dogs aren’t the same as Oscar’s dogs”, the homesteader replied. “Just keep in mind that Oscar’s still in the jungle.”

The traveller nodded. He’d heard the expression a fair bit in the past two weeks. Vets scarred or broken by the experience of fighting skilled fanatics amidst the humid heat of the towering, predatory rain forest were still in the jungle, even if the trees around them had been felled by settlers carving out fields for crops or grazing. “I appreciate the advice. Have yourself a good day.”

The homesteader nodded back. “Safe travels.”

The traveller continued on his way, rifle dangling, revolver in unclipped holster, knife in unclipped sheath. The Anahuac had been vanquished, but not wholly exterminated, after their defeat three years earlier. Every few months, it seemed, a pack of them erupted out of the greenery to slaughter whomever they could find before the local militia tracked them down. Any traveller with a hint of common sense went armed, if only to assure himself the quick, painless death that the Anahuac would deny him.

The trail was two yards wide, nothing more than flattened grasses and saplings broken by the wheels of carts and the hooves of horses and oxen. The traveller assumed, correctly, that it was one of the old trails broken by the army in order to move supplies up to the frontlines. Nowadays, settlers and homesteaders used it as a highway of sorts. He’d already passed several fortified villages along the way, and knew of two or three more further on, and had indeed passed a few wary locals along the way.

Perhaps two hours passed before Oscar’s dogs revealed themselves. The traveller had assumed from the homesteader’s remarks that Oscar’s dogs were larger and more formidable than most. They were, in fact, six or seven tiny moppets that raised an irritating, high-pitched racket as soon as they heard his footfalls. “Okay, yes, I see him”, a man’s voice called out from a stand of brush. The yipping continued. “Yes, I see him. Thank you. That’s good.” The mongrels, perhaps half the size of a house cat, continued their assault on the ears. “God in Heaven, enough!

In the ensuing silence, their owner appeared, wiping his forehead with a filthy rag. “Hello. Can I help you?”

“I hope so. I’m looking for Oscar”, the traveller replied.

“That’s me”, Oscar confirmed. “What can I do for you?” He was, like so many in these parts, polite and respectful, but wary – logical behaviour given that virtually everybody carried at least one gun on them at all times.

“I heard you’re building a monument. I was hoping I could visit it.”

“Well, it’s not really a monument”, Oscar replied, as the tiny dogs pranced around his feet. “But you’re welcome to have a look. Don’t mind these little buggers. They’ll jump all over your knees, but they’re all bark and no bite.”

“I believe it”, the traveller stated with a slight smile.

“Come on, it’s back there”, Oscar said, beckoning past a log shack and adjacent shed. “You must be a vet. Civvies don’t come out here to see me.”

“I was based in Manaus during the war”, the traveller replied, falling into stride beside his host. “Didn’t get out of it often.”

“I’ll try not to hold that against you”, Oscar replied humorlessly. “I marched through it once and never saw it again.”

“Never?”

“No interest.”

“How about San Sylvestre?”, the traveller asked.

“El Dorado, you mean. It’ll always be El Dorado. No way am I going back there again.”

“Fair enough”, the traveller replied. “Can’t say I really want to either.”

A cross came into sight: two rusty wagon axles, chained at right angles. “Didn’t have any trees around after we burned the bush”, Oscar commented. “We had to improvise.”Noting a small glass jar filled with metal tags at the base of the cross, the traveller asked, “How many are here?””Seventy-three of my mates. Out of a hundred and six that started out.” The traveller swore quietly. Oscar grunted in response. “Yeah, it was a rough week. Word came down from Brigade that the savages had established a strong point on a small rock ridge out here – which is funny, if you think about it, there’s not a lot of rock around here. Just red clay. Anyway, the Eye was using it to run raids on our supply train, and it was really cocking things up. So the old man told our captain to clear the place out.

“We tried to burn them out. Set fires when the wind was right. It worked, at first – they bugged out when things got too hot around the ridge. Soon as we had a route that weren’t burning, we went over and took the ridge. About two hours later, they started dropping arty on us. Guess they’d zeroed in the ridge as a precaution. There was no cover, and we couldn’t dig in at all, so we pulled out.”

The traveller noted that, by the standards of the Amazon, the trees were relatively small around here, not more than three or four years old.

“We went back the next day, but the bastards were back on the ridge already, with a machine gun. Waited until we were out in a skirmish line in the burn before they opened up. Those of us weren’t cut down by the rounds just dropped where we were – which didn’t help so much considering we’d burnt most of the cover the previous day. I spent the whole damn day curled up behind a stump, making sure my head and my ass weren’t sticking out.” Oscar pointed out a streak of white hair along his left temple. “Didn’t quite manage that. Still, I scampered back to our start line come nightfall, which was damned lucky, as they went out and caught two of our boys that had stayed put too long. Had ’em screaming all night and into the next morning.”

The traveller winced knowingly. It had been established very early in the war that it was better to die fighting than to be captured, considering what would come afterward. The traveller had issued the order himself more than once.

“We worked through the brush to the north two days later; they had an ambush waiting for us. We fought through it, but it cost us the day and the captain.”

Oscar’s little pack of toy dogs scampered past them, heading down the trail at what was, for them, break-neck speed. “Not your typical Amazon dogs”, the traveller ventured.

“I found the bitch and the stud while we were going house-to-house in El Dorado. I reckon a French ex-pat must’ve brought them in. Can’t imagine how they managed not to get eaten”, Oscar replied. “They’ve had two litters since; four pups have made it.

“So, I was saying, we regrouped that day while senior platoon commander took over the the company, trading fire here and there with any Anahuac that would show themselves. We’d lost a lot of guys, and the CO was concerned about the company routing. He collapsed us down to two platoons, since there was just one other lieutenant left, and we pushed on. It was like basic training all over again – advance a few feet, take cover, provide cover for your mate while he did the same.

“The Anahuac figured out that we were split in two, and raided the other platoon that night. We joined in on the melee soon as we could. Total pandemonium. Spearpoint to bayonet in total darkness – stabbing at smells, sounds, movements of air. I jabbed somebody, somebody else nicked me. Eventually, our CO just shouted for us all to stay still, shut the hell up, and kill anything that moved.”

They’d arrived at the ridge, Oscar and the traveller. About eighty feet long, twelve or so feet high, it was a pitted grey, covered in fungus. “Come dawn, we found that there were still thirty or so us left. We were over there, to the north, about one hundred feet away. We didn’t see anybody over here, and there were enough of them lying around to believe we’d gotten them all, but I think we were all too damned scared to confirm it. Wasn’t until mid-afternoon that Corporal Rodriguez got impatient and made his way over. He found one wounded Anahuac, shot him dead, poked around a while, and called the rest of us over.”

“So you took the ridge”, the traveller said.

“Yeah. And a few days later, the Anahuac pulled back to another line of defence anyway. We went back to the rear and got merged with another company that had been cut up. Kept fighting.”

“Afterward?”

“I took up the cantonment offer soon as I heard of it”, Oscar said. The army had come up with the initiative to encourage settlement – self-defending settlement – of the central Amazon post-war; several thousand veterans had accepted it. “Wandered a bit, and found myself back here. Cleaned around the grave, repaired the cross, and decided to built this.”

Before them, at the foot of the ridge, was a small pile of rocks, perhaps two feet high.”I’ve got a little book in a tin can in the foot of the pile. Any time a vet stops by, I invite him to sign it. Would you like to?”, Oscar asked.”I would”, the traveller replied. Oscar dropped to his knees, popped the lid off a rusty biscuit tin, and pulled out a small notepad and pencil. He reached up to hand them to the traveller, who flipped the notepad open. Sixteen names were listed on the first page. The traveller grunted, put pencil to paper, and wrote:

Geolog, Santos Soublette; Commanding Officer; Army of the Amazon

He closed the notepad and handed it and the pencil back to Oscar, who secured them in the tin. “Thanks.”

“Thank you”, Geolog, the traveller, responded.

Oscar shrugged, got back to his feet. “I know it’s not much yet”, he explained, “But I’m adding to it everytime I find another rock on the property. I’ve got lots of time, and I’m not going anywhere. Join me for some eggs?”

“I’d be honored”, Geolog said.

Two hours later, Geolog spied the homesteader, leaning on a shovel while the brushpile smouldered and streamed white smoke into the thick jungle air. He waved; the homesteader nodded back. “Back so soon?”, he called out.

“Yes. You were right about the dogs.”

“Like I said, no missing them”, the homesteader remarked. “How was the monument?”

“I’ve never seen anything like it.”

“Really? It was just a little pile of rocks when I was there.”

In his mind, Geolog could see Oscar tending to his friends’ grave and cross, could hear him telling a perfect stranger about the most horrifying week of his life. After a moment, he replied, “My friend, if you just saw the rock pile, you didn’t see the monument.”

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Goat and Sheep Manger Built Into the Fence

This is one of my regular blog sites that I read.. and they had a great post today on how to build a goat and sheep manger into your fence..  Well worth checking it out..

 

When the goats arrived it became very clear what hay wasters they are.  We built some hay racks for inside the barn that would help decrease the waste – you can see those by clicking here.  B…

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Brandy Fall Photos

Well, the day was cool, with winds gusting upward of 40 and later it would be more like 80.. Despite that, the early morning light was great for the photos.. p1090365

The good thing about this was I asked hubby to just keep taking photos and while I did get a few great classic photos, I also got a amazing mix of just happened ones..

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So those are they two more classic, on to the fun ones..

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She was smiling, (lift lip to show teeth) when I said, kiss..

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She had me laughing thought it, because this was done at liberty (no lead, no halter, it was all about asking her..

Now on to the more.. connecting photos..

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This one begged to be black an white..

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And I have an outstanding evening sunset only my big girl one..

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So pleased to have these amazing photos to share..

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God Bless You, Sweet Girl.. Rest in Peace.. Gone But Never to be Forgotten..

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Thank you for sharing my world with me for the last years, you have left your hoof prints all over my heart, life and pasture, you were Dh’s first ride.. you always looked after him, and now sweetheart there will be no more pain (for any that did not know, Brandy has a painful hoof disease progressing in both front feet that while we manged it, there was no cure) but there will also be no more greeting nickers, no more sweet horse smell when i bury my nose in your neck, no more kisses, hugs and a million other small daily interactions we have had over the years.. You will be missed..

 

 

 

 

 

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High Bush Cranberries 2016

This year was a bumper crop of high bush cranberries

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The berry size this year was just amazing, the biggest I have ever seen..

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While we did lose about half the crop by waiting till after a the first few frosts, the birds agree that these are juicy and much sweeter then normal and they were already getting into them..

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Just like our local apples, grapes, these were effected by the dry, high heat and drought conditions for the summer, followed by a few weeks of rain.. it has clearly effected the flavour profile of this years harvest.. its good, in some ways its outstanding but its not the normal flavour or undertones for these bushes here on the farm

After steam juicing them, an then reducing the juice by half and making it into a syrup for storage, I put away 17 pints of highly flavoured juice (If I Was to use it would be at a 3 or 4 to one with water if you wanted to drink it) I have a few plans for this..

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The skins and stones were put to dry

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This was a very long dry to get it to the final stages I wanted.. crisp cracking dry

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At this point, its ready to be ripped into small stripes and bagged for storage or ground into a powered to be used in different ways.

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Meeow-Meeow

  • Hounds go nuts with alert barking
    I rush to window to check, the fox is around these days
    Look out window.. see cats in low pose-frozen
    Rush to door, say, stay to the hound and call, kitty kitty
    As I go hurry up… black cat??
    there are five cats frozen looking at me.. four I know..
    The scared skinny four to five month old solid black short hair kitten, I do not.. it ran towards my building an is under in one of the farm cats winter straw bed area..
    Great.. just great.. now I need to lock up all the farm cats, and see if I can bait an live trap the wee thing and figure out, drop off, stray or true feral..

Dear Hubby, says, I think I saw this new kitty in the barn a day ago but thought it was boo cat but it was dark an it was in the sheep birthing pen..

  • Jason.. so I had a chat with our little stray
    Me: a Chat?
    Jason: ya, she followed me and so I sat on the straw bale and it came up to the stump (which is about three feet away) and I talked to it
    Me : ok, and you chatted?
    Jason: ya, meow, meow.. twirl Twirl, tail swish..
    Me: (thinking, so the kitty was flirting with my hubby LOL)
    Jason, so I think I can live trap it pretty easy and that its not feral.
    Me: ok, bait it with wet cat food..and when we catch it, we will move it to the kitty tower in the house for training and gentling
    Jason: out the door
    Jason back in the door in like 30 second..
    Hey Hon..
    Me ya
    Jason.. its a she, its a wee baby kitten and its in the house, it let me pick her up and carry her in and she is chowing down in the kitty tower..

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    So meet Meow, Meow, a young (three to four month old) short hair all black little female.. if she is three pounds at max, she is hungry and thinner but she is not in bad shape overall.. Sadly, I am thinking she is a drop off.

    Well, after a check from me, no ear mites, good overall condition other then being on the thin side, its very clear that someone did love this kitten, she knows what a house is, she was clearly raised with other cats, dogs, used a litterbox, snuggles, purrs an kneeds on her people, she is used to being picked up and carried, she let me groom out the burrs in her tail an trim her nails..

    but from her weight loss, an from the first time hubby spotted her to me to catching her, was about five days, in which time she lost a good bit of weight.. she is safe now warm, with a full tummy and I will need to get her shots, worming an a spay.. if she is staying an not being rehomed.

    Shame on whoever dropped this sweet all black kitten off at the farm, you guessed right that we would do the right thing but so much could have gone wrong!

    Better photos to come

 

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Happy Birthday Blog!

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Wow, Six Years today on the blog, time is flying by..  So first thing I need to say.. THANK you! for being here, for reading, for commenting, for sighing yup in a number of ways, by email, by rrs, by twitter or by facebook regardless of the way you get and read the blog..  its great to gave you here!

I have written an shared 2, 496 posts with you over the 6 years 🙂  I have share big things and little things, I have share daily chores and trips out, I have covered bigger social views and share deeply personal things over the years, lots of photos, lots of recipes an food

I hope that I have shown many things about the  farm, the garden, the critters, the cycles of nature and how it ties into the daily work on the homestead.

12 years on the farm, six years of sharing with you.. a unexpected journey but so worth it!

I lift my glass to the farm, the blog and my readership!

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Prayers if willing..

Hi Folks, Going to be a little quieter on the blog for just a touch, I am taking photos an will continue working on posts that will be coming up but Dear Hubbies Mom is currently in hospital an we are praying and hoping for the best, she is in good care and each day we know a little more medically info wise.. its one moment at a time right now..

if you pray, I would be grateful if you wanted to send a prayer for her health, thank you

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