Lest we forget The Monument by Jason Sharp 

 

11 November 1908: North of Manaus, Amazonas del Sur“Passing through?”, the homesteader asked, his rifle resting in his arms.”Yes”, the traveller replied, his rifle dangling off his right shoulder on a strap. “I was told there was a veteran building a monument around these parts. I thought I’d go see it.”“You’d be talking about Oscar”, the homesteader confirmed, his stance relaxing somewhat.

“I don’t know his name – just that he’s around here somewhere. I’d appreciate directions if you can provide them”, the traveller replied.

“I can do that”, the homesteader replied, kicking an uprooted sapling towards a brushpile. “You a vet?”

“Yes. You?”

“Yeah”, the homesteader confirmed. “Oscar’s about three miles that way. You can’t miss his dogs.”

“Everybody’s got dogs”, the traveller observed.

“Everybody’s dogs aren’t the same as Oscar’s dogs”, the homesteader replied. “Just keep in mind that Oscar’s still in the jungle.”

The traveller nodded. He’d heard the expression a fair bit in the past two weeks. Vets scarred or broken by the experience of fighting skilled fanatics amidst the humid heat of the towering, predatory rain forest were still in the jungle, even if the trees around them had been felled by settlers carving out fields for crops or grazing. “I appreciate the advice. Have yourself a good day.”

The homesteader nodded back. “Safe travels.”

The traveller continued on his way, rifle dangling, revolver in unclipped holster, knife in unclipped sheath. The Anahuac had been vanquished, but not wholly exterminated, after their defeat three years earlier. Every few months, it seemed, a pack of them erupted out of the greenery to slaughter whomever they could find before the local militia tracked them down. Any traveller with a hint of common sense went armed, if only to assure himself the quick, painless death that the Anahuac would deny him.

The trail was two yards wide, nothing more than flattened grasses and saplings broken by the wheels of carts and the hooves of horses and oxen. The traveller assumed, correctly, that it was one of the old trails broken by the army in order to move supplies up to the frontlines. Nowadays, settlers and homesteaders used it as a highway of sorts. He’d already passed several fortified villages along the way, and knew of two or three more further on, and had indeed passed a few wary locals along the way.

Perhaps two hours passed before Oscar’s dogs revealed themselves. The traveller had assumed from the homesteader’s remarks that Oscar’s dogs were larger and more formidable than most. They were, in fact, six or seven tiny moppets that raised an irritating, high-pitched racket as soon as they heard his footfalls. “Okay, yes, I see him”, a man’s voice called out from a stand of brush. The yipping continued. “Yes, I see him. Thank you. That’s good.” The mongrels, perhaps half the size of a house cat, continued their assault on the ears. “God in Heaven, enough!

In the ensuing silence, their owner appeared, wiping his forehead with a filthy rag. “Hello. Can I help you?”

“I hope so. I’m looking for Oscar”, the traveller replied.

“That’s me”, Oscar confirmed. “What can I do for you?” He was, like so many in these parts, polite and respectful, but wary – logical behaviour given that virtually everybody carried at least one gun on them at all times.

“I heard you’re building a monument. I was hoping I could visit it.”

“Well, it’s not really a monument”, Oscar replied, as the tiny dogs pranced around his feet. “But you’re welcome to have a look. Don’t mind these little buggers. They’ll jump all over your knees, but they’re all bark and no bite.”

“I believe it”, the traveller stated with a slight smile.

“Come on, it’s back there”, Oscar said, beckoning past a log shack and adjacent shed. “You must be a vet. Civvies don’t come out here to see me.”

“I was based in Manaus during the war”, the traveller replied, falling into stride beside his host. “Didn’t get out of it often.”

“I’ll try not to hold that against you”, Oscar replied humorlessly. “I marched through it once and never saw it again.”

“Never?”

“No interest.”

“How about San Sylvestre?”, the traveller asked.

“El Dorado, you mean. It’ll always be El Dorado. No way am I going back there again.”

“Fair enough”, the traveller replied. “Can’t say I really want to either.”

A cross came into sight: two rusty wagon axles, chained at right angles. “Didn’t have any trees around after we burned the bush”, Oscar commented. “We had to improvise.”Noting a small glass jar filled with metal tags at the base of the cross, the traveller asked, “How many are here?””Seventy-three of my mates. Out of a hundred and six that started out.” The traveller swore quietly. Oscar grunted in response. “Yeah, it was a rough week. Word came down from Brigade that the savages had established a strong point on a small rock ridge out here – which is funny, if you think about it, there’s not a lot of rock around here. Just red clay. Anyway, the Eye was using it to run raids on our supply train, and it was really cocking things up. So the old man told our captain to clear the place out. 

“We tried to burn them out. Set fires when the wind was right. It worked, at first – they bugged out when things got too hot around the ridge. Soon as we had a route that weren’t burning, we went over and took the ridge. About two hours later, they started dropping arty on us. Guess they’d zeroed in the ridge as a precaution. There was no cover, and we couldn’t dig in at all, so we pulled out.”

The traveller noted that, by the standards of the Amazon, the trees were relatively small around here, not more than three or four years old.

“We went back the next day, but the bastards were back on the ridge already, with a machine gun. Waited until we were out in a skirmish line in the burn before they opened up. Those of us weren’t cut down by the rounds just dropped where we were – which didn’t help so much considering we’d burnt most of the cover the previous day. I spent the whole damn day curled up behind a stump, making sure my head and my ass weren’t sticking out.” Oscar pointed out a streak of white hair along his left temple. “Didn’t quite manage that. Still, I scampered back to our start line come nightfall, which was damned lucky, as they went out and caught two of our boys that had stayed put too long. Had ‘em screaming all night and into the next morning.”

The traveller winced knowingly. It had been established very early in the war that it was better to die fighting than to be captured, considering what would come afterward. The traveller had issued the order himself more than once.

“We worked through the brush to the north two days later; they had an ambush waiting for us. We fought through it, but it cost us the day and the captain.”

Oscar’s little pack of toy dogs scampered past them, heading down the trail at what was, for them, break-neck speed. “Not your typical Amazon dogs”, the traveller ventured.

“I found the bitch and the stud while we were going house-to-house in El Dorado. I reckon a French ex-pat must’ve brought them in. Can’t imagine how they managed not to get eaten”, Oscar replied. “They’ve had two litters since; four pups have made it.

“So, I was saying, we regrouped that day while senior platoon commander took over the the company, trading fire here and there with any Anahuac that would show themselves. We’d lost a lot of guys, and the CO was concerned about the company routing. He collapsed us down to two platoons, since there was just one other lieutenant left, and we pushed on. It was like basic training all over again – advance a few feet, take cover, provide cover for your mate while he did the same.

“The Anahuac figured out that we were split in two, and raided the other platoon that night. We joined in on the melee soon as we could. Total pandemonium. Spearpoint to bayonet in total darkness – stabbing at smells, sounds, movements of air. I jabbed somebody, somebody else nicked me. Eventually, our CO just shouted for us all to stay still, shut the hell up, and kill anything that moved.”

They’d arrived at the ridge, Oscar and the traveller. About eighty feet long, twelve or so feet high, it was a pitted grey, covered in fungus. “Come dawn, we found that there were still thirty or so us left. We were over there, to the north, about one hundred feet away. We didn’t see anybody over here, and there were enough of them lying around to believe we’d gotten them all, but I think we were all too damned scared to confirm it. Wasn’t until mid-afternoon that Corporal Rodriguez got impatient and made his way over. He found one wounded Anahuac, shot him dead, poked around a while, and called the rest of us over.”

“So you took the ridge”, the traveller said.

“Yeah. And a few days later, the Anahuac pulled back to another line of defence anyway. We went back to the rear and got merged with another company that had been cut up. Kept fighting.”

“Afterward?”

“I took up the cantonment offer soon as I heard of it”, Oscar said. The army had come up with the initiative to encourage settlement – self-defending settlement – of the central Amazon post-war; several thousand veterans had accepted it. “Wandered a bit, and found myself back here. Cleaned around the grave, repaired the cross, and decided to built this.”

Before them, at the foot of the ridge, was a small pile of rocks, perhaps two feet high.”I’ve got a little book in a tin can in the foot of the pile. Any time a vet stops by, I invite him to sign it. Would you like to?”, Oscar asked.”I would”, the traveller replied. Oscar dropped to his knees, popped the lid off a rusty biscuit tin, and pulled out a small notepad and pencil. He reached up to hand them to the traveller, who flipped the notepad open. Sixteen names were listed on the first page. The traveller grunted, put pencil to paper, and wrote: 

Geolog, Santos Soublette; Commanding Officer; Army of the Amazon

He closed the notepad and handed it and the pencil back to Oscar, who secured them in the tin. “Thanks.”

“Thank you”, Geolog, the traveller, responded.

Oscar shrugged, got back to his feet. “I know it’s not much yet”, he explained, “But I’m adding to it everytime I find another rock on the property. I’ve got lots of time, and I’m not going anywhere. Join me for some eggs?”

“I’d be honored”, Geolog said.

Two hours later, Geolog spied the homesteader, leaning on a shovel while the brushpile smouldered and streamed white smoke into the thick jungle air. He waved; the homesteader nodded back. “Back so soon?”, he called out.

“Yes. You were right about the dogs.”

“Like I said, no missing them”, the homesteader remarked. “How was the monument?”

“I’ve never seen anything like it.”

“Really? It was just a little pile of rocks when I was there.”

In his mind, Geolog could see Oscar tending to his friends’ grave and cross, could hear him telling a perfect stranger about the most horrifying week of his life. After a moment, he replied, “My friend, if you just saw the rock pile, you didn’t see the monument.”

 

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Uses for older hens-Curing Chicken Breasts

Ah, the magic mix of salt, spices, sugar, you get to decide what the flavours will be, this is a heavenly mix of lemon, herbs, garlic, black peppercorn with a underhint of dill seed..

Mix it up and what a great smelling mix of flavours, I decided to do one breast as a dry cure just to see if it makes a difference, so I put a layer of the mix down on the bottom of the pan and then covered the breast with the mix on top and wrapped the top and placed in the fridge, will report back on it..

However the rest of the breast and chicken tenders are all being wet cured, some will be used as cured chicken and some will be smoked and thin sliced, recipes to follow as they are used..

So often folks talk about the fact that older hens can only be used for stock or with the pressure canner, wanted to offer a way to get a good result that just a little different then what most folks talk about..

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Using Older Chickens.. Pressure canning.

My older hens went on a egg laying strike, now I was faithful, they were older and they had moulted but with the rising costs of feed, they need to be giving something back, yes I can hold back a few good broody hens but this is a hard cull year..

Needless to say after watching them eat and eat but getting no rewards in the laying nests from this group of older hens, it was time to send them to butcher camp, only issue with that is that these are older hens, so they are good for pressure canning, broth making and for long term curing, but not stewing or roasting or fresh cooking..

So because I knew what I was going to be using them for, I skinned them, so fast and easy compared to plucking.. and boy were these some fat birds!

So I breaste them out, taking the white meat for curing, more on that later with recipes coming, then I boned out the legs/thighs for pressure canning, one bird per pint jar is being done with bone in ( I really find that you just don’t get good flavour in the meat without doing it bone in but that’s just me) and of course liver for a special treat for me, and then the rest either went for broth making, with the best select feathers held back for use and the rest composted out for future soil making.

What do you do with old layer hens that are kept well past typical butchering age? Do you pressure can them? Do you make broth and can it?

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Knitted Bucket Handle Covers

 

Ok, for all those folks that have never hauled a full five gallon bucket of water or feed, this might seem like a odd thing to have made but for those that have, just picture it, extra padding, warm, no freezing metal and a bigger handle.

Knitted Bucket Handles

 

How to make your Knitted Bucket Handle Cover

If you can knit, you can make this, I wanted it thick, so I used two strands of different color to add extra strength and weight.

Cast on 15 wide, you can knit it as tight as you want but don’t choose to big of needles, you want it to be solid, I just checked it on the handle to get the length when, I made it big enough of a good amount of overlap, then I just took a knitting finishing needle, put it though and I stitched it up and down twice and did a big thick tie off, that is the bottom part..

This project is a quick and easy. It could be a great little idea for the younger just learning to knit members of your household.

What a difference it made in the morning hauling chores, I am going to make enough for all our regular buckets, if and when you need to replace it, just cut off and make a new one.

Update: I have now used these for many years, I have found they make on average 2 to 3 winters before needing to be replaced.. if used for hauling water.. if used in the croft in the dry goods, I have some that are 5 years old and going strong!

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Friday This and That Post.. Piglets, Purrpatches update

Six weeks old and while sleeping in big piglet piles to help keep warm in the cooler mornings, they are growing well and are eating/drinking down their creep dishes between feedings, I keep adding more in the hopes that I can figure out just how much they need per day.. Miss Piggy is still going strong and has lots of milk but is starting to show signs this week of milking off her rear (strangely I notice the fat loss not on her back but on her hams?) but she is eating like a champ and I keep increasing her feed weekly, along with fresh extra’s that are mineral/vit rich, while not perhaps as dense in calories as her regular feed is.

I am having a interesting time tracking down whole sprouting barley but I think I have got a lead on some at this time, but it might end up needing to go outside “just” my hundred mile to get to the source of it, I could have bought locally if I had known I need this amounts and because its as hard to get, we ordered in 5 90pds bags of it so that we will have a good supply.

As we will soon be starting to seal off different area’s of the house and close them down for winter, so that we are not heating them, I am in clean, tidy the rooms that this will happen in, I need to double check everything that nothing is left behind that can’t freeze as these rooms will get below zero, we are also working to get the old truck completely cleaned out, and hauled away, which needs to be done before the snow really starts to fly as I need that parking space to be able to be cleaned out and used as a part of the turn around for the van, which has really bad winter snow clearance, I miss my 4 by 4 truck very much in this regards.

Its a clean the house, do the laundry, make hound food, bake off a full oven of meat, veggies and clean out the fridge for the slop bucket..

Update on Patches, my wonderful purrpot, she has not been found or seen since my last update, so I can only assume that the fox got her, the coy-wolvies in our local area have never been known to come on to the farm, let alone the farmyard but sadly because PurrPatches was so friendly with the hounds, in fact, she used to climb on my Black Goddess and kneed on her while purring before settling down to sleep together, I know that she would not have run as she should have if a fox had come up on her, and fox’s are the only ones that would come close enough to the house to get my deck/house girl.. Its strange, despite having a goodly amount of barn cats and house cats, I miss her something fierce, she was one of My cuddle cats, and while I have lots of pat me purrpots, I don’t have that many lap cuddle ones..

I got some amazing books for my birthday, each one needs its own write up and sharing of a few things but just a few that I am reading and marking idea’s out of include, the perservation kitchen, the Homemade Pantry, Can it, Bottle it, smoke it and Paleo comfort foods, what is in your daily reading pile at the moment..

 

 

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Girl is half way though her pregancy, coming into her fifth month

I bet you are wondering what this cat has to do with Girl and her wee one or ones that she is growing her body, but its because at this stage in her pregancy, her calf is right about the size of a large cat, so I thought I would put a visual with that image..

Its amazing to me that she is already over half her way though her first pregancy, she is now at a very low risk of losing her little one at this stage in the game, the next big things are supporting her health and the babies health in the coming stages, and then the big event, along with her bagging up and udder health..

I am needing to make the final call now on where her birthing area will be, I had planned on making it in her loose box stall but I am having long second thoughts on this, the reason being that there is a poo/pee alley in the middle of the stall, with higher on one side, then the step down and then the second side is just a bit lower in sloop then the front.

Given that she needs to get up and lay down, get up and lay down and that its a cement floor, I am quite leary about this being the offical birthing space, while its the most sheltered, I am thinking about seeing if we can prepare the loafing part of the back open part of the barn for her to birth in..

It provided shelter on three sides, has a dirt floor, and lots and lots of bedding area, we could clean it out, and have two or four large straw bales placed inside and then close off the back half, still allowing the cows to lay in there for rest and cud chewing, keeping it a comfortable place that she already enjoy’s using, and then as the time gets close, break open one full bale, spreading and allowing her to push around a second bale to her liking, and having the extra’s for after the calf is born..

So far so good.. steady as we go..

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The Needles are Calling… Yup, Knitting Season has arrived on the farm..

My Knitting is not fancy, but its steady and honest and I can make a goodly number of different things that I really enjoy having and using.. as the weather gets cooler, the urge to head upstairs and go though trunks full of different colors and weights of wool speaks to me, projects set down in late spring are suddenly dug out an worked on, new small ones started and finished in a day, gets the juices running, having two or three or more different projects on the go allow you to switch, and suddenly instead of checking the net when I sit down, I am grabbing the needles instead..

This switch tells me even more then the darker mornings and early darkening evenings that winter is indeed well on its way..

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In a Blink..

Brandy was over in her favorite corner, the one where she watches the children down the way stand and get ready for the bus or where she just hangs and is a nosey girl as she listens and watches what happens at the farm across the way..

I didn’t think much of it, and then I looked and realized that she was at the very same spot, and went hmmm, and then came back and she was still there, that is a bit odd, she naturally tends to move around, she seemed calm but I thought if she is that lonely, I should go out and just say hi, bring her a apple and maybe give her a little grooming.

So I bundled up, (its cold outside right now folks) and I headed out the door and gave her the come whistle, now I have done this since the first day I got her, I call her name and her whistle and normally no matter where she is on the farm, she meets me at the gate.. I got to the gate, and she is still there standing looking at me..

I got the rope and called again, adding the the come!, and then she lifted her foot and I thought, O god, she got it stuck though the sheep fence, and I was heading for her as fast I could, now the panels are big enough that I figured I would be able to lift her foot up and pull it off, good plan.. right?

Wrong, she had somehow not only got her foot though the sheep fence but got it in front of the second strand of barbwire that runs in the middle of the fence, she could lift the foot high enough for the sheep but not the barb and if she put any pressure on it, she was going to drive a barb right into the back of her leg.. Standing there as she was, she was safe but trust me, if she decided to fight, it could get ugly fast!

I would like to say I called for DH loudly who was working in the barn but I think it would be more like SCREAMED for him, now we have a rule that if we need the other we ring the bell, three solid rings and its come to the house, three plus hard fast rapid rings, means ” I need you now!, get to the house as fast as you can” which has served us well for many a year but I can’t leave Brandy to go ring the bell, I need her to stay calm and steady,with my screaming next to her while still needing him to go get the wire cutters..

Well, then I saw the next challange, riders coming up the road heading our way, on any normal given day, I love seeing them, and Brandy plays run with you, and gets all worked up, but horse in fence while worked up.. bad! idea, so I called for them to wait, Bless them! even though they were not sure why or what was happening, they did as asked, and even rode the horses back a bit and waited.. I know that them doing that helped with things turning out right.

At that point one of the girls mom A, had heard me and came running down the road and over to help, and DH had finally come up, and grabbed the wire cutters, we had to snip the barb free, and then we were able to balance and lift her out of the sheep fence, she came though the whole thing with nar a nick and we got to fix fence, I find the idea sad but I am starting to think, I am going to have to have a powered line to add to the sheep fence and the barbwire fence, three parts to the fence is just a little over the top in my mind but I can’t take the risk..

I am still not sure how she pulled this fence trick, I have looked at the fence, tried to figure it out and I just don’t know, but in the end the answer is pretty simple, can’t happen again, and the answer to that is a hot wire, just one more thing to add to our to do list.

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Tattoo RD -2

So here are the starting points of the ones that I am really considering..

Ok so this one is the base for one, I would like to put in Maeve and Nat’s first names only in very pretty matching celtic style on the flatter area’s on the wings of the tree’s.. then in the big tree, I want to have a few buds in the lower branches and ideally when we hope to have a new wee one that stays with us, I will have blooming flowers added in on the top, so the artist will need to know what the final one will ideally finish at and make sure they plan now accordingly.. So what do you think, can you see it in your minds eye?

Now the one above it in honor of my family, these ones are more for me, this one is related to the fact that hopes and dreams have to be followed from seed, to grow, and mature and ideally soar.. I like this one very much but again would want it modified just a touch, I woud want the doves to come up and just come over my right shoulder, instead of coming up my neck as they do in this one..

Last but not least, I am drawn to these..

 

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I can feel the call of the Tattoo gun..

I have to admit that I am really! feeling the call of the tattoo these days, I have three tattoos on this body of mine and each one marks a important part of my life, even where they are on my body was picked for a very personal reason..

On my ankle is a two headed snake as the circle of life (and also my base animal based on my birth) with the inner showing me being one with earth, air, water, an fire..

Years later, crawling half way up my other leg is a ying/yang turtle as I found balance in my life..

A few years after that I lost my daughter, and shortly after that I got my angel baby tattoo over my heart, and I had a tattoo planned after that but it just never seemed like the right time to me.. Then I had an lost my son and somehow because I had one for Maeve, it was somehow talked that I should have one for him and that didn’t feel right for me, or perhaps I have just never found the right tattoo or reached the right point in my life..

The last year I started noticing every parlor, and I started drawning and looking at the magazines, and I knew that one would be coming in my future, as it was the same feelings of needing to mark a turnpoint in my life,  I am still not sure what it will be but I know that its coming..

Do you have tattoo’s and if so? Care to share why you have the ones you do? I will share when I get my new one..

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