Well, its that time of the year, first we had nice temps for a meer two days and we are right back into the deep freeze, welcome to Canada baby..  I have not seen cold like this since we lived in the artic or alberta, I have been spoiled with the nice winters we have been getting here in Ontario since I got here but clearly not this winter..

Christmas has come and gone, the days are now getting just a touch longer each day, and the promise of renewal is coming!

2014 is looming.. another year.. days will flow by and the season’s will change and before you know it.. it will be gone..

The seed catalogs are coming in, making promises for the coming garden season..

So how do I slow it down, how do I get the most out of the coming year, how do I make things happen, how do I relax and let! things happen..

So many things I want to do, and yet, trying to make them happen at times seems to hard, to much work or just out of my grasp.. but they are really not!

Its about will power, its about being stubborn, its about taking a risk to push just a tiny bit harder! Do just a tiny bit more, be willing to take the hurt, be willing to ??????

Its also about forgiving, forgiving myself on my failings, letting go, and understanding that I have to let go of some things in order to make room for the new, I can’t breath in, when this happens, I or we can do this, when we get here, we can do this or that..

Do you know the strength it took to trust that we could leave the farm in the care of a friend and just have one evening/night/morning to ourselves.. we do travel, but we have not had a night off the farm together in almost nine years.. nine years!

That was because the last time we left the farm in friends care, we had a issue, and so I said, NO and we just didn’t do it again..

It was wonderful, it was scary and I am glad we did it, but I am just as glad that the friend, kept in touch, that we got updates, baby steps here people! 🙂

I have a whole bunch of things that I want to do in the new year and I will get to it, but that’s not what this post is about.. its about dreams and wishes and hopes..

Dream on! Dream ON!